2026 07 17

wow.

waterfront

Once your daemon becomes attracted to another, they synchronize. This can be overtaking at first, and somehow hints of your own daemon — the primary daemon or the version previous to this successive mutant daemon — can arise and make its presence aware to you. How can my former daemon lay/lie in wait while also mutually attracted to another?→

Party at my psychoanalysts house. I arrive with Masa, Sonae, and Ben. I think it's for his sobriety. He’s serving beers and canned espresso martinis. I see a woman has poured into a small glass. She has white nails and is smoking a cigarette.

that’s fucked up→

forcefield no. __

I am a failing automaton because I cower in the face of feigning anxiety for others to understand me as one who feels as if it's all going to be lost on me.→

cut up #1

My Adlerian ass artist life.→

When a body of connective reactors, interruptors, and producers becomes possessed to finally enter a network, to finally make itself known — it becomes aware. It thus makes itself known through its libido for awareness.→